Saturday, 21 June 2014

The BDSM of LOVE

Some relationships can never grow up because growing up ends the relation. Immaturity and being childish is something what bonds it. Not all relations are driven by two tires, very few are the ones like enjoying a water boat ride.. one pushes the paddle and the other enjoys the sights and water.
Don't get tired because you're the knee joint of this relationship that bears all the weight of the body. I'll replace you the day I know I'm alone in the boat and now I have to push the paddle to survive in the water.
Sleeping together in each other's arms with aching head and swollen eyes because we fought and now gave went to the anger and created the space to feel the love.. which is ending the moment with my head hidden under your chest and your pecks on my wet eyes..
Some relationships are so extreme that they're based on fights and anger, disagreement and disappointments.. The expectations are so high that it breaks with a blink of the eyes.
Still do you need support to understand that till you love each other, you will fight and give pain to your lover and you're in a true relationship, loyal and dedicated to each other till you've got the power to hurt.. The deeper the hurt the deeper you exist in each other's life..

You matter the most that's why your things hurt the most and you both take pleasure from it because to cure the extreme pain of accusation and blaming, the extreme love you make, and it calms everything down and things go back to normal.

You're whole world to each other and the sick world call you love sick..

The normal, logical human inside you conflicts with this strange desire and crave for love and you decide to quit the ritual of your love by setting yourself apart.. by break ups. .

And yet that hurts the most. Unbearable crave to touch and rest in peace in your lover's hug. The lust to rape each other on the bed and to make love to any extreme. . The horniness and the wild beast inside you.. you know it.. your soul mate loves the animal inside you and feeds it.. your lover is the onky person on earth you want to make love to, you just can't get physically involved or even if you do involve with someone else; nobody can satisfy you in the same way.. you naked your soul in front of your lover that's the reason only that person knows in and out of you.. seen the worst version of you, yet kept standing to embrace the ugliest face of yours..

You both dominate each other and you submit only to each other.
You love the bondage of trust. The pearl of trust which is covered under the shells of insecurities, doubts, obsession, hate, expectations, jealousy, envy, and possessiveness.

You crave for each other's madness and that madess to get you, to have you forever.

The sadistic stimulation to rule over your lover mind body and soul. The sadomasochism is the purest way to express your love.. You're her submissive dominant and she's dominantly submissive to you.. 

Respect the heated moments and understand the disagreement, it's just a normal portrayal emotions by abnormal people in this hypothetically normal weird world.


 - Note - This work is written under the study of Erotic and romantic aesthetics I'm researching about. based on psychological study and understanding of relationships.







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