Thursday, 31 May 2012

The Un-seasonal Rain By Himmilicious





"...as this unseasoned rain gonna hit our bodies, I'm sure the present situations of our hands will change..
 

we're standing together on the terrace and we both know we're waiting to get wet.. ♥ 

.. just want to see your lashes getting volumed* and long behind these crizal spectacles by the rain droplets and waiting for the moment when you un-glass your eyes just to wipe them.. 

..the very next moment I'll grab your glass and hide it somewhere.. 

I wanna see you naked eyes.. 

I hate it always you hide them behind.. you have the most beautiful eyes I've eyes seen. dark brown, long almond eyes, always high on cigarette that drives me crazy.. 

♥ yes, I get turned on as I see the white shirt stick to you chest, it gives me goosebumps and I feel the rain drops more chilling on my hot body..
 No one is out there and the people on other terrace won't bother to see us.
 

The smell of earth getting wet mixed with the aroma of your body forcing me to come near you and stand on my toe to touch your lower lip with my tongue and wipe away the water..

.. yes, I'm jealous of the rain, its reaching those areas where my eyes can't reach, where my fingers can't touch you..

.. ♥ each drop of water shining like a pearl as the clouds turning dark.. I don't know Its you who's pulling me or the stokes of wind that is pushing me towards you.. I love this tug-of-war.. Pull me, kiss me, taste me.. 

just wanna get saturated by your love before rain caress my skin... ♥

Friday, 11 May 2012

Poem - The Way I Do..!!






I Still Love You, The Way I Do.. 

I know ..


That You don't love me..

But I'll always love you,

..The way I do..
Years back when you'll turn back and see,
Standing, Where you left, You'll find me..
I miss the moments spent with you..
..I still love you the way I do..
The laughs and the fights
The kiss and those sighs..
The way you used to make love..
..I am always there with open arms,
Can't forget your charms..
Once you touched me,
..And I lost my soul
You're my world,
As a whole..
The kohl in my eyes is smudged,
My body is still un-hugged
I love you baby..
The way I do..


Oh Poor girls..

Well..
Seeking a long philosophical lecture from my side on being women?
We're proud that we Did this, that,falana Dhimkana..women are strongest creature made by god and blah blah bullshit..!!
I don't feel proud when I see my best friend hugging me and crying like a baby saying
"He ditched me.. He doesn't love me.. He left me''
or see some gal sad just due to breakup!

Dafuq man? Just because of one person you kill your world?
Don't laugh, smile? Eat, play, sleep, become a bitch or commit suicide?

What about those who gave you birth or grew up with you since childhood?"
:( "but he meant the whole world to me"

you can bear the pain every month for 5 days?
Can actually go through the phase of maternity,
since childhood you can live happily killing your wishes, sacrificing, and doing for others?
You can be a fucking IPS officer, can lead the world, hold the post of president of India, dance in space, can prove yourself to be more intellectual than men, can die being a loyal bitch to your husbands and a server to his kids and family..
You're financially, socially, politically, physically, mentally stronger than any creature on this earth but when it comes to emotions you're the most meek, Poor, helpless and deprived class?
I feel disguised when such ladies turn out into bitches, sluts, and hardcore feminist to hate men.
Why the fuck do you hate men?
Because they ruined your lives?

Just give me a break..
When you were into relationship, Did he do things on gun point?
Did he bloody raped you when you say "he used me physically" you females need sympathy, beggars you're just begging for alms and support, you gals crawl like spineless reptiles and chose to be like this..

AND THIS IS THE REASON WHY YOU'RE BEING EXPLOITED AND I'M DEAD SURE TILL YOU LET YOUR BRAINS CONTROL YOU, YOU WILL BE EXPLOITED FOR COMING HUNDRED DECADES..

Live for yourself, it's your life..
When you can earn, eat, spend and rule the world.. 
The world is made for women.. Understand your worth and demand for it.. Afraid of being called a BITCH?Beautiful Intellectual Talented Charming Honest 
Yes.. You're proud to be called BITCH in case you're living for yourself..
Stop blaming men for your miseries specially when you yourself are the reasons for them..
None has so much power to ruin your life as much as you have..So.. Hating me for the things i said? 
I don't care.. because at least I don't need a man to be happy in my life.. And won't prefer to be called woman if you deny the fact.
Yes, I love, and will love forever.. If I get hurt I will cry, will be helpless? 
Heartbreak, depression and sadness will be a part of my life.. 
I do accept it that 
"baatein banana bahut aasan hota hai.. Jab live par beetti hai tab pata Chalta hai.." 
Haan.. Chalega pata.. Main bhi girungi.. Lekin Chalna nai chhodungi..

Why fall in love when you can rise?

Women is the most beautiful creation of God..And you'll be wonder to know.. I've learnt all this from a man.. Whom made me understand my worth by respecting me by loving me and by hating weak females..

Government Jobs

The biggest problem with most of the government servants is they think nothing can be more Good and reliable than government services and goods! They prefer govt hospitals, schools, colleges, transports even jobs!
Why don't they understand our government cannot provide quality and standard. Its a shit from a public toilet to Ias's desk!

You cannot achieve growth, standard and lifestyle. Nor can you provide it to your up coming generation! No doubts exceptions are there on top class government services and I agree its not an easy job to get hold on it, But a job security is not the only thing. You become a brainless robot with no creativity working 9 to 5 and become hypocrite pigs frowning at every next developing thing. Lucky are those who can provide space to their kids to breathe and maintain an open mentality!

Himmilicious- hypocrit we..!!

Well.. i tried my best to stop writing on this topic but I just could't.. Although i know it will hardly make any impact on you guys and it will be just another status from someone but I found it worth giving a thought..

daily we see pictures of Gandhi- Nehru family, many other social, political,environmental, cultural and religious activists/ leaders/ icons etc, edited and criticized..

seeing gandhi- nehru with females, drinking, dancing and spending leisure times. uploading their personal pics and raising questions..??

what you guys are actually trying to show?? that you are awaken youth of india?
excuse me.. i am ashamed to call myself one of your age groups..
don't you go to clubs, fuck girls, play diplomacy, and spend times in your leisure times? weren't they human beings? or being a social responsibility career they did not have right to live their lives? you criticize them for being called chacha and baapu..

LOL..!! don't your real chacha and baapu take " zindagi ke maje" why don't you upload your pic with mingling with girls/ enjoying parties and even if you do.. you show it as your status symbol... :D

YOU ARE INSULTING YOUR OWN COUNTRY..
these youth leaders of different political parties take new budding college youngsters into their influence of ABVP and NSUI or other different parties.. and these jumping frogs consider themselves of having big shit political contacts .. LOL..!!!

the saddest and shamefull part is these kinda pics get huge number of shares/likes and abusive comments...

GIVE ME A BREAK..!!

YOU WERE NOT GETTING YOUR ASS SCREWED WHEN THESE LEADERS WERE DOING THEIR BEST AT THEIR OWN LEVELS.. GROW UP.. POLITICS IS NOT AN EASILY AVAILABLE WHORE TO BE FUCKED...

STOP INSULTING YOUR SOCIETY IF YOU CAN'T WORK FOR ITS DEVELOPMENT...!!!!

Himmilicious- Trust yourself

At times it happens we depend upon others for our work Cuz of lack of self confidence.
Like if your big Bro is good in mathematics you'll get your project Done by him instead of doing by own Cuz you'll think he's elder, much experience and your ideal..
And the result comes kaddu...!

Well there's nothing to blame him. You were lazy, 
you were zero confident and you did not try Cuz of the fear of failure..

Have faith in yourself. No matter if you can't achieve 100% result But the 20% achieved will be yours!
Try again and cover the left 80%..

Its never late friends.. And success always comes in centimeters when you put effort of kilometers..

Divert your frustration and anger towards your goal, make it your energy and be successfull..

TRUST YOURSELF..
YOU CAN AND YOU WILL..